"Hey Spencer" she said to me as I pass

"What"

"Um can you be at treatment tomorrow morning at 5:15"

"Yeah I guess I have no choice" I huff out as I headed to the car

 I make it over to the car with my roommates Madison, Kyla, and Erin and head to the house in the backseat next to Kyla.

"Hey you alright" Kyla asked me

"Yeah I'm fine. This is ridiculous I can't belive she pulled me!"

"Spence are you serious? You can't even walk. She should of pulled you sooner" Madison decided to add

"No I'm fine I can walk, I don't get pulled" I say as I'm geting out of the car.  We only live about three steets away from the field

"Whatever Spence your being dumb don't get mad at her for doing her job" Kyla chimmed in

"Yeah well she can do her job on someone else"

"Spence just listen to yourself. Do the treatment and you'll be out there soon enough. Just rest your leg" Erin added

You know I guess they're right I shouldn't blame her but still I'm so angry more with myself than anyone else.  But who wants to take it out on themselves.  I just stayed in my room the rest of the night cause I didn't want to take my fustration out on them plus I am soo freaking tired. One day down 16 more to go.

My alarm wakes me up at 5 are you kidding me aother reason to hate her making me get up this early.  I get to the treatment room right at 5:15 and there she was on the computer in her glasses.  It brought a smile to my face but then I quickly looked down before she noticed me there.

"Good morning you ready to start rehab"

"Yeah didn't I start rehab yesterday?"

"Well yes and no this is going to be hardcore" she said grinning

"Oh joy" and I look back up and couldn't help my smile back at her. What am I doing I should be mad furious?  But its so hard when she smiles she does like this nose crinkle thing too cute you can't help but not to smile.  Ok I just need to look down the whole time thats how I'm going to approach this.  I had to do like two stretches and one excercise thats all I had time for till I got stim and ice before practice started.  Ash didn't say much to me just how to do everything and she said everything softly.  Bet she thinks I hate her but can't blame her I did kind of sort of went off at her yesterday.  I feel really bad about it now that I think about what went down again.  I shouldn't of acted like that I just was so angry I need to learn how to control my temper.  Maybe I should say something to her like apologize or maybe I should just act like it never happened.  Yeah that sounds better play the dumb card.  I just sat at the track while Ashley stood probably 10 yards away not saying a word.  But I know she was stealing glances at me cause while I was doing the same thing we caught each other a few times.  Ok the guilt is really getting to me about going off.  I hate guilt trips and she isn't even trying to give me one!  After practice I had to go back down to the training room for more rehab.  While she was stretching me I figured this would be the time to speak up.

"So umm thank you"

"For what?"

"For umm treatment and all that"

"Oh um your welcome"

"And I'm sorry for going off the way I did. I have a terrible temper and didn't control it. Ended up taking it out on you when you were just doing your job. You didn't deserve that I really am sorry"

"Oh you don't have to apologize its nothing really. I understand I probably would of done the same thing. Your fine. No worries"

We just locked eyes and smiled at each other for what seemed like forever but really just like 5 seconds.

At our next practice I went over and sat next to Ashley might as well have someone to talk to better than nothing.  So even though I sat next to her we didn't really speak to each other.  I don't know why it was like I all of a sudden became shy, talk about strange.  Jamie ended up doing something weird to her ankel so she sat over by us.  And Jamie is one to talk, a very straight forward type of person

"So Ashley how are you?" Jamie asked

"Good"

"How you liking LA?"

"Not bad so far haven't really checked it out since I just got here"

"Oh when did you get down here?" I calmly asked like I din't really want to know. Trying to play cool

"About three days ago"

"Where do you live?" Jamie asked

"Just over there at those apartments have a one bedroom"

Hmm thats right by my house I ponder to myself

"You didn't want to live with anyone" once again Jamie prying in